Well I feel like it has been forever since I have posted anything. I don't have any pictures right now to post because the flash on my camera went out and I haven't been able to take many pictures because they just don't turn out... :(
Since I have posted last John, Masen and I have moved in with Johns' Parents. We have been there for a week and a half now. It is a big change for me. I am just so ready to have our own place and be independent from family. Not that I don't love my family and am not gratefull everyday and every second of the day for all the help that they are willing to give, it is just that IT IS TIME!!! I need the security in myself to know that WE as a couple can make it on our own without all the help from family. I think my biggest problem is that I don't feel like we as a family really have our own life, we are just a part of someone elses. I hope this is making some sense... I am just getting so stressed out becasue of it all.
I am also very home sick. I miss my family! I don't want to be so far away from them anymore, but I just cant bring myself to take John away from his family. I am TORN! What to do??
Sorry if this boggs anyone down or if I offend anyone. It is not my intentions. I just needed to get some of this off my shoulders.